“Sleep when the baby sleeps,”
they say.
As if sleeping
is a switch
easily turned on.
Especially when
all of your
mind’s power
is being used
for the electricity
of fatherhood.
Especially when
you know that
a dad could be a God,
but you are
a feminist.
Especially when
your daughter’s breathing
could brush the quiet
off of a cloud,
but you
keep checking
for storms
through
weather-worn
insomnia.
What if
a baby
is a poem?
Ask me to sleep
through that –
where every breath
is a mirror fog
writing itself
through unstable,
forgetful darkness
and each mind twitch
is a pen stroke.
No matter
what happens,
the words
will be written,
a mouth
will be fed,
a woman
will be born,
a person
will be an echo
and your eyelids
will be heavy
with daylight.
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